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Sometimes I feel as though I can't bring myself to look in the mirror...because I know I'm not going to like what I see. Do you ever have those days? Is it normal? It gets so bad sometimes that I can't think about anything but my looks, what people think of me. I even worry what goes through my parents' and sister's minds when they see me. I get so angry with myself when I confine myself to my room, just because I'm afraid of what my family thinks. Then it's Monday morning again and I have to deal with this but it's a million times worse. I have to spend the day at school. I worry about what every eye sees when it passes over me. I keep telling myself they don't even see me, but I can't help but worry. Even driving down the street in my car I worry that people will look at me in my car and think something, anything.